Month: November 2005

Wow, don’t these guys look chummy in the picture. Hmm.

I think Mr Bittorrent must have been photoshopped in next to the dinosaur 😉

I’m suffering serious motivation problems, but I’m just about coping. What I really want to do is go out for the night in Birmingham with uni friends which I haven’t done for well over a month. I just don’t feel like I have the time, it just seems like I’m on a sprint finish until Christmas and then I have a tonne of work to do over Christmas. That and I never seem to be aware of whats on when and where everyone is going. Gah.

I keep falling asleep during the day, really need to sort out my body clock.

Bah humbug, I hate Christmas already.

I’m determined to stay positive and focussed while my life gets ever more hectic! Between full time study in a department apparently notorious for its workload, business which is becoming more than I ever imagined, committees for the Enterprise Society and Student Radio station, moving from the countryside to the city, learning to cook; clean; iron and gather food, trying to exercise, remembering my family exists, spending time with my girlfriend and taking time out for myself to relax and socialise with my diverse new friends… I have a lot on my plate.

I apologise to all the people I complain at about how much I have to do, I shouldn’t because I’ve chosen this lifestyle. I can be very protective over my time sometimes but I will stop complaining and I must make some serious changes to my attitude to organise and motivate myself to keep it up.

My head is going to explode through information overload if I don’t start turning on some mental filters so please bear with me while I tune them correctly to *not* ignore the important people, especially family and friends.

I’m trying to make the most of every second of every day, in a couple of months I won’t be a teenager any more and I kind of value my youth.

Phewf.